Noe in e previous entry i rushed off from dinner cos got sth on.. itz cos my aunt died on Sat.. the last dae of April.. I don't think i told anybody abt this.. any of my friends lah.. except my church friends.. cos needed them to pray for her.. Anyway, she got diagnosed with cancer last yr.. then her condition got worse in Mar.. then she died in hospital on Sat..

Then u noe i'm supposed to go down to be there right.. at e wake.. on Sun.. but had already promised them i would be gg to Sentosa with them.. so i juz went ahead.. my mother said okay too.. BUt it was like super weird lor.. cos itz like my sis didn't go cos she had to go to e wake.. but i'm like nvm.. as if i am not her niece too.. then when they were asking y my sis didn't come and i told them e truth they were like oops.. haha.. Had no idea dinner would be so late when i agreed to go with them.. then my father kept calling during dinner.. but i didn't want to leave half-way.. so juz stayed lor.. reached there at abt 11.. of cos got 'said' by all of them lah.. haha.. expected de.. then my sis n mother forbidded me to go to sentosa again on mon.. with poly clsmates.. i now how they feel lah.. but itz not that i don't noe how to settle my priorities.. itz juz that i don't like to break promises.. i don't like ppl to do that to me and i don't like to do that to other ppl.. anyway, msged cindy to tell her i wasn't going..

The next few daes was spent at the wake lor.. expected de.. but it was a good 4 daes lah.. cos got to meet up with my cousins from malaysia.. is it bad if i sae that i had fun? it isn't everydae that most of us can meet up.. my older cousins too.. then founs out that my mother and her sisters had dozens of cousins and relatives from all over the place.. haha.. really lor.. got different ones everynight... see le oso blur.. then v funny.. cos my late aunt's ex-husband has this friend who's a da4 ge1.. then he asked his xiao3 di4 to come first.. then we all thot they were e friends of my cousin.. then we were saying how come his friends the type so different de.. haha.. cos they were all teenagers lor.. in e end................

Then the cousin of my mother and aunts came and brought along his son.. 4 yrs old.. then i play with him lor.. he v cute leh.. play until he's familiar with me liao right.. he go and touch my butt leh! haha.. pervert right.. haha.. no lah.. then i chase him lor.. then when i caught him he kicked my shin leh! then he still kept laughing.. cannot stand it.. then he tok nobody can understand de.. haha.. juz like ritchie.. sama sama..

Then on e 3rd night right.. e ex-husband suddenly brought these ppl to use the premises to gamble lor.. gave us 40bucks pek gim then want to use our place le.. super cheap lor.. then my cousin ah wen kept saying casino collect 100bucks.. we shld at least collect 50bucks per person.. but they v li hai4 leh.. got sell food and drinks somemore arh.. then this aunty still walk to our table and get chopsticks.. drink our red bean soup.... take our fan..... super right.. haha.. really cannot stand this ppl leh......

Then on e final dae.. which was todae.. woke up super early to go for e funeral.. reached there.. ate breakfast.. then e monks came.. then we set off at abt 1045.. then b4 that i was supposed to give out e handkerchiefs mah.. then these two women hor.. stand in front of them ask them whether they have taken e handkerchiefs already or not they oso ignore me.. i noe u're sad that u're good friend is gone lah.. but can't u at least give me a nod or sth? juz continue toking as if i'm invisible.. that feeling is really not nice lor.. still need sb else to ans for u.. bth..

Then as e coffin was carried into e car.. suddenly sturck me that she wouldn't be here anymore.. cos b4 that.. whenever i talked abt e thing.. or thot abt it.. didn't really feel anything.. i don't know y lah.. juz didn't think so much lor.. but when we were at e mandai place.. started crying.. esp when they pushed her body into e crematorium.. i juz can't imagine how her children would live after this thing.. her youngest son is only one yr older than me lor..

Then we went back.. ate e porridge my jiu4 mu3 prepared.. v nice.. she cook the food v nice leh.. haha.. then e lunch and dinner we have been eating the past few daes were all prepared by her... then my father was the kopi kia the past few days.. then they keep saying his kopi and tea v nice.. then he made e yuan1 yang1.. the hongkong beverage.. combined kopi and milk tea.. then my cousin sae itz juz like e hongkong one.. haha.. then they were saying juz open an eatery like e zhen1 qing2.. my father make e drinks then my aunt cook.. haha.. super funny.. then throughout the 4 days right.. they were reminiscing abt their kampong in m'sia lor.. haha.. cos they were all from there..

Then the dae juz got hotter and hotter lor.. by the time we left i was sweating like mad.. made my neck there super uncomfortable.. almost wanted to take down my necklace.. left for tuition immediately after reaching home.. then when i reached there my student's father was scolding and caning her.. cos she didn't do her homework.. she hor.. dunno wad to sae abt her lah.. but she's v naughty lah.. her father oso didn't really cane her lah.. juz a few light strokes.. and a lot of threatening.. haha.. then after her father left she was crying uncontrollably.. had to comfort her for 15mins.. then she kept saying things abt her father which i think are untrue.. and she recovered super fast lor.. became naughty again.. bth her.. then there was this qns.. teach her until i pek chek arh.. want to vomit blood.. cannot stand..

Anyway, the only bad thing abt the past 4 days was that i had to tolerate e sight of this super super super irritating guy in our family.. he only thinks abt himself.. i don't think anybody likes him lor.. though eb hides it lah.. he's juz so irritating lor.. cos u noe need to record the names of e ppl who gives us pek gim right.. my sis was in-charge.. so my sis gave this person the pen to write lor.. then this stupid irritating guy(let's juz call him ah pek) scolded my sis say that she shldh ave asked for the name and written it for him.. then he started asking us abt our chinese and dunno wad shit lor.. then he asked us to write down wadeva he tells us which turned out to be a bunch of shit.. he gave names like xu3 jian4 mei3.. weng1 fa1 sheng2.. stupid names lor.. how on earth did we noe which word he's referring to? pronunciation oso not correct.. still act as if he's so superior.. so what if he has an art exhibition in china.. it doesn't make him better.. he sucks at being a human.. i still rmb this yr's CNY when he was holding his own speech at my aunt's hse abt luan4 lun2 and lun2 jian1.. And he was totally wrong lor.. still sae until so excited.. Anyway, don't ask y i hate him so much.. i've hated him since sec2.. i don't know how i'm gg to forgive him........